One-sided Love Affair...

The day starts with the same lazy drift

As another sleepless night passes by,

The cloud just does not want to lift

Inspite of the drought it makes me cry.

I spend the whole day thinking about her

Fantasizing a world that's decorated by her beauty,

She spends her's such that I'm not hers to incur

As though I'm out of bounds in her life's duty.

I search for any moment we can use to talk

She's got hardly any time to waste on me,

Even at that moment its just silence that i get to stalk

Her world is centered on my letting her be.

I care for her from the bottom of my heart

Her smile lights up the entire universe,

The pity is in the insignificance of my part

For her its nothing so for me its a curse.

Sometimes I feel she wants to say something

She wants me like I want her to be mine,

Yet I know its just a sweet little nothing

It's my own desire thats hallucinating this incline.

She tells me a good person I am

I try to keep her happy and for her I care,

To her its just another obligation of sham

But to me it's just a sad one-sided love affair.