Expectations

Expectations are like the worst diseases...
You suffer from an even more painful relapse every time you think you've recovered completely...

Friendship

It remains a question mark,
The cloud just ceases to lift...
The surroundings continue to be dark,
The dilemma of friendship does not drift...
You can talk to someone,
Feel better at times...
You only realize when you're done,
The talks were just as worthy as mimes...
You can be made to feel wanted,
Even get a little bit of care...
Yet you end up being haunted,
Cause even that is in return of a fare...
You can recount all your happiest moments,
Relate them all to it...
But when you recall all the sad deterrents,
Friendship again seems to have done it's bit...
You can call it a revelation,
It may make you happy and complete...
Then it also fills you with expectation,
Friendship as a definition continues to be obsolete....

Deserted..

I'm standing in the middle of this desert, searching for any sign of life, all hope that I ever had, being thwarted by the dusty wind very very slowly, an inch at a time. It's as though nature is playing a game, enjoying to see me being helpless so much that she's vowed to make me more and more helpless with every passing second. I search all around, looking for a sip of water to quench my ever growing thirst, that slowly rises to a new level, and finally gives way to fear.

I want to drink water and give a new lease to my thirsty throat, I want to breathe fresh air that isn't impregnated with sand, I want to talk to someone and find a companion for my journey, yet I'm doomed it seems to the loneliness of this desert, the thirst of my desire not meant to be quenched, no oasis to be found anywhere on the horizon, and I'm overcome by fear.

The fear of dying here, in the middle of this huge desert, inconspicuous to the entire world, ready to be lost within the arms of the desert, just another ordinary lonely grain of sand with the thought of a mirage of expectations, that ceases to exist.

Loneliness

Loneliness is the stigma that catches you with a million maladies to pour out, but bereft the audience of a single listener....

The Realization

We tend to lose our sleep cause of a petty fight with a friend,
What about those who keep awake all night cause injury doesn't let them sleep..
When we break up with our girlfriend it seems life is comin to an end,
What about those who have rods and tubes sticking out of every part of their body and a hundred machines beep..
Tears pour out of our eyes when with our near ones we don't blend,
What about those whose pain is so immense that they have no option but to weep..
We can be mindless of others or care for those whom we intend,
What about those moments when our eyes moisten for people we don't know and yet the feeling of pain runs so deep...

Friendship

Every other friendship that exists in this world is just another cliche.. It exists so that the formality does not cease to exist...

Ending

All things come to an end sooner or later.. It's just dat da things dat make u smile end faster n all others seem prolonged...

Dreams

Dreams are a peculiar thing...
Often we want those to come true which we see with our eyes open, and are afraid of those that come when our eyes are shut....

Pity is...

Pity is...
When you share your joys and sorrows with someone but get only a hollow response,
Pity is...
When you care for someone so much that you could give your life but only get misconceptions in return,
Pity is...
When everything you ever said is made to stand up against you as if it were the biggest lies of your life,
Pity is...
When every feeling you ever had is a betrayal to your own soul,
Pity is...
When you love someone so much and that person just fails to understand what love is all about,
Pity is...
When in a moment your fantasy comes crashing down and despite all your protection you are unable to save it,
Pity is...
When your life is a desert and every oasis is just another mirage.....

Story

Every story is synonymous to a coin.. Only one side makes a difference n da other side remains inconspicuous...

Truth

The only problem with speaking the truth is that it seldom is as powerful and influential as a lie for a majority of the people....

Goodness

All good things in dis world are temporary...it is better to savor them while they exist, than to rue them when they're just memories..

Smile

A smile can either be a reflection of true happiness or it can be da veil for da tears we behold...

Me

I'm a person n i'm known by my deeds,
but in death it's of misdeeds that my life bleeds...
I'm a writer n i'm using my pen with vigour n rage,
but even when the ink finishes all i've managed is a fresh page...
I'm a bird n i'm flapping my wings at a speed that's too fast to gauge,
but when i tire off i realize i'm bound in a cage...
I'm a painting n i'm full of every colourful hue,
but when the artist finishes he just wants to paint me anew...
I'm a dream n i'm living to give you hope,
but when you wake up you want to tie me to a rope...
I'm not a person n i'm not one at all,
but i'm just a shadow..a silhouette by the wall......

Outlook

The world would be a much better place if we stop trying to change everyone else's thinking and try to think about making our own outlook better....

Emotions

Emotions are the most innocent components of da human machine but they are tampered wid time n again as though they were just toys...

Destiny

Destiny is a priceless human-made scapegoat for all those times in life when we end up on the losing side and have no one to blame but ourselves...

Relation

A relation exists only till u can make someone happy, once dat stops happenin u can take it as a cue to start walkin away...

Smile

A smile is your greatest encouragement that can make others stronger, or it can be your greatest deception that can end up making both you and the others weaker...

Dreams

Dreams are all bout conquerin Yur fears.. If u are able to do dat, they turn into fantasies.. Otherwise, they become nightmares .....